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The only problem with that is no matter what I said to myself, I was still not completely in control of my emotions. So after just one time, a massage that went far beyond that, then the evolution to the next logical step of sex, irrational fantasies came pouring into my head. I was thinking of being with him, all the things we could do together.
Terry and me, a couple. His comment? 'Don't say anything, my girlfriend will kill me. ' This as he dropped me off. So there it was, perfectly clear.
I know I didn't really let my reactions show, my ingrained training in bedside manner as a physician served me well. So, by God, the truth was that Terry was MY sexual conquest! At least that is what I told myself, and that was helpful. I reached out and touched his cheek, smiled.
I took several deep breaths, felt a tear trickle down my cheek. 'Get hold of yourself, Sally!' I told myself. All that had been was an orgasm, a spur of the moment joining of two people. Just a fast fuck, simple as that.
I suppose as time passes I am getting less and less ladylike, I do know that several years ago I would not have even typed that word, I certainly would never have spoken it. Walking into the little nightclub to visit with Pam, I looked over and that man I had noticed before was sitting there.
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